Hello pretty people!!
Life has been pretty maddening for a while for both of us, so neither of us could post anything in the last week. Arpi has returned and will be back to regular posting asap. And I'll be back when I find my sanity.
Saying goodbyes has been the most difficult thing for me throughout my life. I have serious attachment issues, be it places, people, things...I just get attached to them too much (much more than is healthy for me) and it gets really painful when I have to bid them goodbye and move ahead. I know its really stupid trying to hold on to everything that you love, its practically impossible and byes are inevitable. Many things changed in the past few days. I had to shift houses and say goodbye to my old house, a place I really really loved very much. The new place isn't the same, the people around are different and so are the walls that are around me, they are not even the same colour :( Plus , I had to say goodbye to a friend whom I love and treasure very much. He is irreplaceable but then sometimes voids are better than bitter memories. As they say, everybody comes with a purpose, some people are meant to stay and some are to be let go of. I guess he was one of them. Its really sad but then moving on is what life is all about.
I was terribly upset about these stuff and when am in a turmoil, I just wake up in the middle of my sleep and scribble stuff in my notebook that doesn't make any sense to me when I read it in the morning. Here is one such piece and as always, it is incoherent and misses all the punctuation marks. I didn't add any later.
Evanescent
Pretty bubble
Shining and glimmering
Glistening like a rainbow
The sun shines down
And pop it goes
Just like that illusion that was you
But alas, my love was not like it






